thank you.for opening my eyes.which was blinded by so many lies.from now on,please dont ever,again,tell me that you'll change to better,and treat me better.because i know myself.i know that i'll just let myself trust you each time.and when it all boils down,my heart just gets broken over and over and over again.i really dont think that this heart of mine can take anymore.maybe you could see it as im begging you.whatsoever,please.please dont hurt me anymore.and dont make promises you dont intend to keep.empty promises.i cant control myself from trusting your words each time.so please control yourself.stop that mind of yours that tells me you'll change,you'll this,you'll that.because its your mind that tells you to say those things just for that moment to make me happy,it was never from your heart.you might disagree with what i'm saying here.but trust me,im the one who is receiving all these lies.so i'll feel it.i'll feel it when you actually truly mean it,and when you dont at all.so please,do me this favour.i'll be very very very grateful and thankful.
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