melissa lim
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♥ 080409 2310 ♥

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Thursday, October 22, 2009

humm..
just thought of it..
since dar is posting all his belated post for me now,
why dont i post for him too..
hahas.although a lot of my past posts were for him,
there's no wrong to post one more=]
hmm,today..
dar came to my hse after his amath lesson..
HAHAH.he came when my mummy was around..
hahas.cos he fix smth for my mama de blog.xP
so he came..
so glad my mama let him come=]
mama was nice to him today=]
which is good=]
HAHAH.the funny thing was,
my mum actually rmb that dar is JIE PI.
so funny.
so yeah,
when dar came,
mummy offered him some things to eat..
he ate our CREAM-CHEESE BUN.
hmm dardar was busy doing the blogg stuffs so i feed him lo.xP
haha.hope he like the bread=]
hmm after doing my mama's blog,
dar help me edit mine too..
hahas cos i accidentally deleted some stuffs=]
yeah,actually dar had to leave by 11.30 de..
but he told his mama he 12 go home cos he want help me do my stuffs..
so nice of him=]
but in the end,
he left at almost 1230.hahas.
after dar left,
as he had guesses,
my mama was talking about him.
the good thing was,
my mama nvr said anything bad bout him=]
guess my mama finally really approve le n.n
so happy.
dar also very happy..
after he left,
he was talking bout how my mama smiled and thanked him.=]
so all of us are happy bout this.
GGGGGGREATTT!!
after dar left,
i got bored again.
hahas no la,i took my lunch=]
after that i went to audi..
hahas after so long finally back on audi liao=]
licensed straight away.
thn licensed for JX kor=]
around three,
went to prepare for "tuition"
didnt wanna go,
so me and dar pon=]
we got to spend time alone tgt..
woohoo~
so happy..n.n
we enjoyed each other's company..
really wish we could have these kinda time tgt more..
hmm but im satisfied with what i have=]
i guess all that matters is our love=]
[sorry ppl,i know abit mushy here,my bad!]
so after it all,
dar sent me home once again..
then he left..
so didnt want him to go,
as per normal.xP
so guess what?
im missing him yet again=]
hey dar..
i know we've only parted for merely a few hours..
but im already missing you..
thank you for posting all those and being so sweet..
i just shedded a few more tears for you..
but they were tears of joy,
when i recalled how happy you sounded that night,
it really touched my heart deeply..
thank you for letting me mean so much to you..
you mean the world to me too,
never felt this much for a guy before,
you'll be the first.
i love you.
truly,madly,deeply in love with you.

our hearts are as one~** 9:30 PM

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Wednesday, October 21, 2009

heyheyho~
i really enjoyed today alot..n.n
me and dar can go out tgt le=]
hmm although we didnt actually go out alone tgt,
but i guess as long as he's there,
i'll be happy to be thr to pei him de=]
hmm i decided to wear dress today..
for him de laa~n.n
really hope he likes it=]
so yeah today i change my look xP
look like very different from normal dressing can?._.
around 12 plus,
dar came my hse fetch me..
thn we go wait for 21 to go pasir ris
haha.i thought we were late.
turn out,when we got to e!hub,
the guys were all still at whitesands..
hahas.so we went to get some sushi and lunch.xP
but in the end,
we were still late cos while we were eating,
they all go in KBOX liao.=X
hmm,so sian la,thr super super cold de la.
hahas,lucky have jx kor de jacket lend me=]
and of course my dar to gimme his "warmth".
hehe thank you alot my dar..n.n
thanks kor too=]
lol half-way through,
kor showed me smth,
thn i sayed smth that made my dar sian diao..
felt so bad after that sia..TT
but i hope he wouldnt fel that way le,
cos i wont ever feel that way de=]
im happy with what i have le=]
so yeah,
sit thr to pei my dar and listen to all of them singing..
haha.
thr were eight of us ba=]
LINGGANG,YANGYANG,YANGYANGJIE,JINMING,CLARENCE,
JINXIAN,WENJIAN,MEL.
HAHAH.and i found out someone's nickname=]
they all call clarence "mao ren".xP
hehe,ple dont get angry hor!=X
hmm thn me and dar left them ard 6pm to go walk around alone tgt..
hahas we totally had no idea whr to walk.
pasir ris soooooo boring de.
haha.dar thn bought me CHOCOLATE MARSHMALLOWS=]
SO NICE~
haha we shared them=]
after walking around,
we go wai bus lo..
haha just when 21 came,
GUESS WHO I SAW?!
AMIRAH AND ARSHAD.
haha and a few other BGSS-IANS.
so yeah me and dar take bus tgt=]
thn we ate at my hse downstairs thr..
after that dar send me home=]
hahas.sooooo happy today de wor.n.n
my dar..
thank you for bringing me along with your friends today..
i got to know your friends more today=]
most impt,i got to be with you today n.n
im already missing you..
looking forward to meeting to tmr again..=]
i love you.n.n

our hearts are as one~** 9:59 PM

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Friday, October 16, 2009

MY HAIR HAS BEEN STRAIGHTENED.
haha.thanks to lex=]
I LOVE YOU GIRL.THANKS SO SO SO MUCH.
hahas.im actually really looking forward to next wednesday.n.n
hmm im going malacca tmr..
all eight of us..
daddy,mummy,jie,me
grandma,aunt sarur,aunt rup,uncle jon=]
hehe.we're gonna be driving two cars=]
haha.im kinda bored now.
dar not online sumore.
haih..thn now my phone hanging on me for the second time of the day.
zzz im sooo bored!!
hahas.and guess what.
i ren another kor a few days back=]
hahas.HO JINXIAN.
lol.im soo gonna miss my dardar tmr man..
leaving fr msia early in the morning sia..
late at night thn come back..
sososo miss him now too..
i love you dar=]

our hearts are as one~** 10:11 PM

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Friday, October 9, 2009

HAPPY SIX MONTH ANNIVERYSARY DARDAR!!

hehe..so fast we tgt half a year ler..

080409 - 081009 2310..

hmm i cant believe i cried last night after 2310..

first time i srsly cry out becos very happy wor..

really!nvr before that happened..

hahas.but after that eyes pain. ._.

so smart la me.

i cant believe we half a year tgt le..

im really happy..

thanks dar for everything..n.n

our hearts are as one~** 2:07 PM

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Friday, October 2, 2009

im waiting..
waiting for the day to see that smile.
her smile.
their smile.
but somehow,
my intuition,
and everything in me,
tells me that i will never attain that smile.
no matter how hard we try,
no matter how hard i try.
i just feel that they do not like me.
for not being sensible months back.
i dont think they'll ever accept me..
as much as you try to tell me its not that they dislike me,
but i just cant get over that 'xin li zhang ai',
that they really dont like me..
i just wish they would..
i know it wouldnt be easy.
i know it will be tough.
but im just really afraid that even in the future,
they wouldnt approve of me.
i fear each day..
foolishly thinking that there may actually be a chance i would get those two smiles..

our hearts are as one~** 10:04 PM

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