today bcos of tuition,
i got to see my dardar..n.n
i just chose blogskin for him..n.n
going play games with dar ler=]
Sunday, November 22, 2009
CAMP IS OVER...
hmm i managed to get what i really wanted from this camp..=]
i got to see my dardar often during the day esp during meal times..^^
its like during the camp,
even if im pissed or upset or exhausted or feeling sian,
as long as i get to see dar and see him smile to me,
it always felt so comforting and warm at heart ^^
it seemed to be the best medicine to every negative thing that happens.
i guess IT IS.
first day was nothing much ba,
mostly briefing and little "ice-breaker" games.
ONLY ONE GAME WAS SUPERRR UBER FUN.
nvr really get to see dardar just before i slept,
only could mouth the words,"wan an" to my dardar..
hmm yeah so chatted with amirah and jingwen till around 12 plus thn go sleep ba=]
i almost every hour wake up sia lol..
dardar gimme his bottle to use for the camp duration..
hehe so sweet,
thn on the first night,
i actually hugged it to sleep sia.xP
and each hour i woke up,
i would drink water from it ^^
ahahaha,lol i sound abit sick sia.
i do what i like=]
second day was high elements activities..
before we seperate,
dardar keep ask me xiao xin and take care..
haha who could have guessed?
FIRST ACTIVITY ONLY I GOT INJURED LIAO SIA.LOL.
haha,i suck at rock climbing sia.
couldnt make it larh...
so paiseh sia.
when got down,
at that time,
i really wanted dardar for me to kao on sia..
hmm but nvm la,
after that dardar concern for me can liao >.<
hahas,so yeah got quite a long cut on my left leg lol.
abit swollen that night.
but nvm laa.
hehe second night me and dardar got to see each other and talk longer before we went back to our bunks=]
hehe dar gave me his towel..
hmm he brought one towel for bathing and one towel to hug to sleep..
hehe so clever=]
thn dardar gave me his hugging towel for me to bao to sleep..
cos i used to hugging my stuff toys to sleep..
so dardar give me=]
so i can feel more comfortable..
and also cos of another reason laa xP
hehe and yeah,
im also not gonna say what i did when i got his towel =X
that night i slept very well^^
nvr wake up at all until 5.30...
that morning go kayaking..
dar ask me take care also...^^
ask me careful dont get blisters on hand cos of the paddling..
all the blisters popped out..
nvm laa,not very pain..
but sad =[
dardar had a cut on his left ankle thr..
see ler heartpain sia..
so i run up to bunk and get plaster for dardar..^^
even put on the plaster for him^^
hahas but put position wrong..
ahaha,so make him pain sumore..
haha i shall not state why..
bu shi gu yi de!!
that night dar and i could meet up before we orhorh..
hahas,that night i also hugged dardar de towel to sleep..
around five plus,
my leg cramped like mad sia.........
nvr cramp till so pain before sia...
when morning wake up,
still pain sia..
had to limp..
PEOPLE LATE FOR MORNING ASSEMBLY,
EVERYONE HAD TO DO PUSHUPS AND RUN SIA...
plus the cut on my leg thr..
my leg pain like siao luh..
after that my knees skin tear sia..TT
hmm but nvm ba...
after a while,
the pain okay ler..
thn AREA CLEANING..
3E3 HAD TO WASH THE TOILETS...
OH MY TIAN..
LOL.but okay la,
in the end quite fun=]
cos super funny laa can.
and in the end,
our toilet super super clean ^^
GOOD JOB 3E3 GIRLS!!:D
hahas,after that go back sch lo....
took group photo..
thn me and dardar meet,
thn cos smth happen,
i cried like siao to my dar...
really needed him..
lucky it was him thr not anyone else..
otherwise i would have tried to stop myself from letting it out..
so xin ku...
my dardar was thr for me..
cried like mad..
thn mama come with the car to fetch me..
dar carry my bags for me..
SORRY DARDAR!!MAKE YOU GO HOME YOURSELF..
hope you were fine..=[
so went home,
bathed thn KO.
mama woke me up at four plus..
she say scared i at night cannot orhorh..
so wake me up..
lol my eyes couldnt even open sia..
whole night i like zombie looking..
thn at night once lie on bed,
STRAIGHT AWAY KONK OFF AFTER smsing dar goodnight^^
hahas,so thats all ba,
hope tmr can see dar...
i miss him...
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
how am i going to survive these four days of camp man..
although we're having our sec three camp tgt,
but we cant really meet much..
cos of different class and we have our...
hmm so yeah..
cant really talk much..
im gonna mss my darling...
oh my my...
how to survive sia lidat...TT
dont even know whether one day can talk one time mah....
hmm but dunno why,
im suddenly looking forward for the camp..
although i havent been looking forward for the camp...
lol i think cos i everyday SUPER UBER BORED AT HOME LAAAAA.
also looking forward cos even if i dont get to talk to dar,
thr are chances of me getting to see hom here and thr ma...
hehe so at least i get to see him here and thr during the whole day,
within these few days of camp..
i know that wont be enough for me de xP
i have to treasure what i have ma.n.n
today,mama said alot of hurtful stuff to me..
but,what you want me to do right?
i cant possibly let him go..
i dont bear to,i CANT.
and i DONT EVEN WANT TO LA.
since i made that decision,
why should i be unhappy over that right?
i thinki quite high now.
hmm sad thing is,
mama was supposed to send me to sch tmr morning de..
but suddenly she say she cmi cos of my sis...
so now,I HAVE TO TAKE THE FREAKING BUS TO SCH,
WITH MY HEAVY BAG,SLEEPING BAG AND SHOES BAG.
zzzzz,lol forget it.
im kinda bored now,
wonder what i can do now.LOL.
hope all the sec threes have fun for this camp=]
MY CLASS WILL REALLY BOND.
that will be the best n.n
Friday, November 13, 2009
this year super alot of ppl wish me happy birthday through facebook de can?
A BIG THANK YOU TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
AND THANK YOU TO ALL WHO GAVE ME PRESENTS!!
THEY'RE ALL VERY MUCH APPRECIATED..=]
im super bored now.
i think i go do my jigsaw puzzle now=]
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
post bout yesterday 101109=]
morning had to go throught THREE freaking hours of AMATHS.
damn boring de can?
i SUPER SUPER blurr de can?
i stupidly nvr check the bridging time table,
thought 8 start,
wake up and got out of the hse earlier than normal sumore sia.
happily walk to busstop.
saw weilun and his mama,
super shocked sia.
i was like thinking is miracle sia.
WEILUN so late go sch.
nvr go macs eat first.
he told me is NINE O CLOCK THAN START UH.
lol,so i end up going macs with weilun.-.-
yeap so after the stupid amaths,
rush home with dardar to change up and meet ghim kor at bedok inter.
LOL.i was super late de can?
hahas,so yeah i was like 30min late?
lol took 196 to parkway to meet hazel,
took damn long luh.-.-
hmm got thr,
go lunch with ghim,
while hazel go pei natalie to parkway parade to buy thingys..
all four walked to ECP to "do project"=]
end up got thr,
do ONE QUESTION,
for FIVE MINUTES,
thn we go play play liaos=]
I LEARNT HOW TO CYCLE LIAO.
is learn for dardar de..
cos dardar love cycling ma..
so learn liao,
next time when can,
can go cycle with dardar ma....n.n
at first i struggled like mad..
lol,damn idiot de can?
wasted 40min of their time luh.xP
hmm after that,
they said go straight and no turning back liao.
thn i like stress dao,
finally just chiiong,
thn i was off=]
i was cycling=]
just started cycling...
so so so happy.
but of course not so stable yet laa.
after cycling a distance,
thn man man stable liao=]
so so so so so so so super duper happy that i accomplish liao=]
A BIG BIG THANK YOU TO:
GHIM HWEE :D
thank you so much ppl=]
for your PATIENCE.
pls dont let ppl know THAT SIDE OF ME....
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.
return the bike,
thn went macs to "wsh up",
thn go COFFEE BEAN.
thn left thr at ard 6..
walked all the way out to busstop..
took 16 with ghim kor..
and finally reached home at seven plus...
although super tired,
and pigu super duper pain,
and today whole bosy ache,
im still super happy=]
and super duper worth it de la=]
i think im going mad.
THANK YOU TO ALL PEOPLE WHO WISHED ME FOR MY FIFTEETH BIRTHDAY!!
HAHAHAHA.LOVE YOU GUYS SO SO SO MUCH :D
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
yesterday was one of the best days spent with HIM~
yesterday was my birthday..
woke up to seeing six smses on my phone..
got ready fo sch in anticipation of meeting him..
hmm cos nvr see him a few days ler..
yeah,got to sch,
be he not in sch yet..
he reached sch only on the dot..
so no chance eat his breakfast..lol
during geog lesson,
dar kinda engrossed in the com uh..
make me feel so..uh..
thn he spilt his orange juice,
then somehow he scolded me without even knowing..
no one even saw.heng bah.
after that totally sian diao..
thn suddenly dar told me smth..
felt super super bad..
cry all the way home alone..
waited for him to contact me..
suddenly out of nowhere,
he call me,
he was at my doorstep!!!
i was like in state of shock can?
after that i cheered up^^
i changed to my dress thn dar help me straighten my hair..
hahas.so sweet ><
hmm hehe when dar and i were sitting on sofa,
dar ask me close eyes..
hehe he finally gimme the couple ring he bought for us,
and for my bday present..
hehe he wear on for me when i closed my eyes^^
thn i put on the guy wrist band i bought for dar on for him=]
so glad dar like it o..n.n
after that we left my place and headed for vivo city..n.n
hmm when we got thr,
we went to see what movie was on..
AND GUESS WHAT?!!
THEY WERE STILL SHOWING 'CLOUDY WITH THE CHANCE OF MEATBALLS'!!!!
so so so happy^^
bought the tickets for the 1620 show.
hahas only got that slot ma.xP
after that go find lunch..
by that time alrdy three plus lol.
we two still cant decide whr to go eat.xP
end up in RAMEN TEN.
i ordered this super not nice de.
lol dar opposite.
he order super nice de lor.xP
we take our time sia.
in the end have to rush over to GV cos late for movie.xP
turn out,when we go thr,
the commercials havent even start.
really love the time spent with dar in the movie..n.n
after the movie,
me and dar go buy socks wor..
hahas.i buy pink socks,
dar buy green socks.xP
thn we go take train again..
hahas.dardar want bring me go sit s'pore flyer ma.^^
hmm me and dar so engrossed that we almost to forget to drop off at clarke quay.
i more blur laa~
ytd mindlag lor..
hahas cos got a little sick ytd ma..xP
hmm thn right,
we realised we supposed to go CITY HALL.
not CLARKE QUAY.
we blurr daooooooo...=X
so yeah take train thr again lo..
from thr walk to esplanade..
the walk from esplanade to flyer was super uber long..
but with my dardar,
its worth o n.n
get to spend time with my dardar ma n.n
hehe finally reach flyer le,
buy tickets thn go up..
hehe actually we both wanted alone de..
but not possible..
hahas,so we took with other ppl..
hehe but nvm la,
we have each other can le ma n.n
hmm so yeah,the flyer ride was very very sweet..
teehee,it rained during the ride sumore.^^
hehe,i really loved the ride on flyer with dar..
hehe so sweet de o n.n
I STRONGLY RECOMMEND ALL SWEET COUPLES TO GO TAKE THE FLYER TGT.ESP AT NIGHT!!!!!:D
after the ride,
dar and i walked our JOURNEY home.
and i srsly mean JOURNEY.
WE GOT SUPER SUPER LOST I TELL YOU.
we walked from FLYER to MILLENIA WALK.
MILLENIA WALK to SUNTEC CITY.
SUNTEC CITY to MARINA SQUARE.
MARINA SQUARE then FINALLY CITY LINK.
hahas.from thr thn of course nvr lost la xP
when reach bedok,
me and dar run super fast to chase bus 60 sia.xP
finally zhui dao n.n
i was telling dar,
maybe i later chiong home i fall down on the bridge how o?xP
hahas.thn so suay,
i really fell on the bridge stairs sia.LOL.XD
super pain sia.
but i still continue running..
parents called from HK,
thn went to bathe and rest..
hehe was a really sweet bday my dardar made for me..n.n
really love my dardar!
i love you so much..
thank you for doing so much for my bday..
we tgt seven months le wor..
im very happy..
dar..im really so xing fu to have you wor..
hehe,ni dui wo zui hao o..
ye shi zui teng wo de!!
hehe,dont say sorry for "torturing" me cos we got lost la.
i dont mind xP
cos you're by my side ma n.n
hehe i love you no matter what de.n.n
we still have long road to walk together de.
i love you.n.n
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!HAHAHAHA FIFTEEN LER HOR!XD
also..wishes for some others..=]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENYI [2nov]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUCAS [3nov]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LING GANG [3nov]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOOYEE [5nov]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNT RUP [6nov]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANLIN KOR [7nov]
HAPPY 7th ANNIVERSARY...[8nov]^^
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YONGSOON KOR [9nov]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERMAINE [9nov]
and for tmr,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LENGYING [11nov]
hahas.guess thats it=]
Sunday, November 8, 2009
HAPPY SEVENTH ANNIVERSARY DARDAR~
hehe we tgt seven months ler wor...n.n
hmm i SUPER UBER happy de can?=]
im so glad we held on to each other even through all those tough obstacles..
hehe im not gonna let you go..
dardar,im so glad we tgt so long le..
from 080409 to now 081109 wor..
hehe you happy ma?n.n
dar i love you so so so much..
hehe.cant wait to see you tmr.n.n
nvr see you these few days..
miss you like mad le..
hehe cant wait!!
n.n n.n n.n
Friday, November 6, 2009
SO SWEEEEEEET TODAY!!!!
hehe.super happy now la can?
have a dar who teng me so much..
this post is short and sweet.
I LOVE YOU DARDAR~
Thursday, November 5, 2009
sometimes i wonder..
am i a jinx..
eversince i stepped into your life..
so many bad things have happened..
i know how SHE truly feels towards me..
i cant help myself but to keep being reminded of the incident..
and our current situation..
i wish i could control myself..
they're haunting me..
but i dont regret..
forgive me for my selfishness..
but i cant let you go..
i cant i cant i cant.