melissa lim
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last long with HIM♥
study hard for O's
stay happy for him :D
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afifah.♥
ailing.♥
caline.♥
carissa.♥
cheehean.♥
deborah.♥
enweiCLOUD.♥
farah.♥
fengkuankor.♥
genson.♥
gordon.♥
hafidzhin.♥
hazel[nutnut].♥
hidayah.♥
huimin.♥
jane.♥
jiahui.♥
jieyi.♥
jinmin.♥
jinxian.♥
johnathan.♥
jooyee.♥
kimberly.♥
lexayye.♥
lindsay.♥
lixian.♥
luyen.♥
minshuang.♥
murni.♥
nadia.♥
naiming.♥
nasuha.♥
natalie[lili].♥
nathaniel.♥
qamarul.♥
raihanah.♥
ronald.♥
shawntan.♥
shirly.♥
shixuan.♥
shukri.♥
sumayya.♥
vanishaa.♥
weesheng.♥
♥♥wenjiandardar.♥♥
woonling[jolene].♥
yijing.♥
yizhen.♥
yongsoon.♥
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zakiah.♥

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March 2009
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Friday, June 26, 2009

is this really how its going to end?
i don't want it to end!
i don't want to let them break us up!!
i think i've been over-reliant on you..
when it struck me that im going to lose you,
my heart shattered.
i was devastated.
it was as if my whole heart had left with you..
and now,im at a complete lost..
you havent said a word to me eversince that happened.
i don't know if you are going to give in to them..
are you?
are you going to listen to them and end what is called 'US'?
i really don't know..
and i'm really worrying for you,
are you hurt?
i really wish you aren't hurt..
my heart is crushed.
i've never loved someone THIS MUCH.
i've never cried so much over a guy.
cried this gravely.
are WE really going to end?
i have no clue..
not a single bit..
am i supposed to move on?
but can i?
i can't.i just can't.

our hearts are as one~** 2:17 PM

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Wednesday, June 24, 2009

220609:Royal Scotts Hotel

random pic:chandelier-.-

another random shot:we were sitting beside a mirror.-.-

marmie & daddy.[dad keeps moving until i got impatient and just delivered the shot.]

okay,this was my favourite shot of the day.

mel & my jie,ally.[alyssa]

we were having fun alright.

THIS was the highlight.

waffle with honey base,

jam & mild whipped cream.

my dad made it.lol

i added the strawberry from somewhere else to make the shot better.=)

ally's guava pieces.

look at the amt of sour plum powder she put.

it was as if she would not be able to eat it again.xP

just another random shot.

my sis.

she didnt want to take the picture.

so she stuffed the spoon into the cam.xD

CUTE RIGHT?!'Cookie monster & Bert'=P

this was enhao's surprise b'day cake.

birthday boy.=)

all they wanted to do was STARE AT THE CAKE.

this pic was difficult to get okay?!
they were so engrossed with the cake they didnt bother bout this grp photo much.-.-

the cake looked horrendous much.

all of us just took cream with our fingers to cream each other.

which explains the state of the poor cake.xP

enhao after being creamed~

but he wiped off most ok it alrdy.T.T

this was at the hill-top shelter.=)

mel & miss.duck =X

it was SUPPOSED to be a normal photo of two guys.

but they end up looking gay.=X

random shot.MEL.=)

this photo and the next few was when we went down to the platform.

mel & enhao.my korkor.=P

wenjianMELenhao

enhaomiss duckMEL

wenjianenhao

MELenhao.lol i cant rmb who took the pic.

i think wenjian.=X

wenjianmelenhao.

i have no idea what enhao was doing though.xP

our hearts are as one~** 9:32 AM

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Tuesday, June 23, 2009

yo.
today was quite fun.
lets alk about ytd and today.
YESTERDAY:
morning was quite plain..
boring..
afternoon,
ard two plus,
me n daddy left the hse to take the MRT to orchard rd..
met marmie and jie thr..
went to 'Royal Scotts Hotel' for afternoon high tea..xP
me and jie enjoyed the salmon sashimi a lot..
haha.and my fav of the day was the waffle..
haha.see the pics later.
after we left thr,
we went to shop around far east plaza..
managed to find vann's b'day present thr.
left thr ard 6.30.
went back home and went for tuition at 7plus.
haha,saw kim for the first time in ard two yrs?
tuition was quite mad.
me & him were kinda short circuit,
as said by him.
so he sent me home after tuition. n.n
TODAY:
morning was kinda boring as per usual.
getting rdy to go "study" with friends in the afternoon at the reservoir thr.
HE reached my place ard 12.40pm..
enhao and birdy came ard 1310,
and our dear ducky arrived at 1335.-.-
all walked to ntuc thr,
enhao bought his zhai mi fen.
ducky and i bought snacks.
then i treat all of them bbt.
except birdy,he dint want.
thn i chased the guys away so that me n ducky cld go buy enhao's cake..
the cake damn cute.[see pic]
surprised the birthday boy with the cake.
three ppl got creamed.
afifah went first,
enhao next,
then wenjian.
haha.washed up in the end.
"studied" till four plus.
thn me & him went to ntuc.
lol we cldnt decide what to buy,
in the end,
he bought me the white choc kinder bueno.xP
shared it with everyone..
haha.=D
after that we went up the "hill" the shelter thr..
took some weird pics.
thn went all the way down to the platform.
slacked thr.
played truth or dare.
lols.we had to do some ps stuff..
haha.but i had fun.
and im happy now.
thats all i can asked for.=)
left thr ard 6plus.
ll,this time,i "sent" him to the bus stop.
haha.he was rushing for time luh.
so i dont blame him.=)
im HAPPY.=0
i'll add pics in the next pic.
either later in the night or tmr morning yeah.
mel is HAPPY HAPPY AND HAPPY.
chao~

our hearts are as one~** 11:04 PM

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school will be opening AS PER SCHEDULED.
lol.im bored.
meeting friends ard 1pm..xP
our "study grp".
me,enhao,jiahao,afifah,fion,wenjian.=)
hopefully the table is big enough.
if not,have to split.-.-
and,btw,
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY ENHAO!
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY LEXAYYE!
lol,the two of them have the same birthday,
have fun ppl.=)
chaao~

our hearts are as one~** 9:21 AM

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Sunday, June 21, 2009

morning went to vivo to shop around..
toast box.haha me & my sis bought daddy a mudpie to surprise him.xP

my darling parents.=)

me & my jie.=D

then we went to 'Dian Xiao Er' for our brunch..

jie and daddy..

me & marmie..

our lunch..ps,i took the photo after everyone started eating..xP

saw this fossil fish exhibit at 'National Geographic'.
usual price:$24,000
special sale:$18,000 -.-

okay,my wardrobe is srsly MUCH NEATER now.
haha.bought the black foldable rack from ikea that day with my mum.

the stuff toys in my wardrobe.xP

beloved elmo & mr.stripes..xD

the stuff toys on my bed..
dear ee-yore looks exceptionally big.-.-
haha.

our hearts are as one~** 3:12 PM

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yo.
im at my gramps hse now.
all the way at clementi.-.-
im SO GLAD i brought my lappy along.
im gonna be bored to death if i didnt.
haha.
anw,woke up ard nine this morning.
went to vivo ard 10.30am
hehe shopped and shopped.
BOUGHT MINI GUMMY BEARS AND AUSTRALIA CHIPS FROM CANDY EMPIRE.=P
marmie bought me two shirts and a black shorts thr..
managed to convince her to buy for me cos,
I LACK OF CLOTHES.
yay,also because all having sale now laa.
haha.im so happy now. n.n
at least im happy now.
post pics next.=)
chao~

our hearts are as one~** 3:07 PM

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Saturday, June 20, 2009

...
finally i find the songs..
need to ask someone to sownload for me lerh..
kinda moody today.
everything bad happened today.
starting from the way i woke up.
everything just went wrong today.
except now?
feel like crap.
after e.maths tuition,
totally had no mood to go for chinese.
so pon and went to the reservoir there..
initially wanted to go to platform..
but damn hot so end up sitting at THAT BENCH.
homeworked for an hour..
cried the whole second hr..
damn.argh.

our hearts are as one~** 7:53 PM

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Thursday, June 18, 2009

some things are going better than expected.
but some are totally turning for the worst.
i just dont know what to look towards to.
what to expect to happen next.
why.
why am feeling this way.
why does everything seem to be going wrong.
why.
why.
why.
what's going to happen to that friendship?
what lies ahead of me?
what other hits am i supposed to take?
or rather,how many hard knocks can i take till i really crumble?
i really don't know.
i really don't.
when did i start crying over trivial matters?
i never cried so easily?
never broke down.
never wept over physical pains.
but now?i do.
and im crying over really small things.
why?why?why?
whats becoming of me?
its like,what else can i do right?
just let out.
cry.weep.bawl.

our hearts are as one~** 11:51 PM

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today was a really happy day.
why am i feeling so NOT happy now..
because im listening to sad songs?
or is it that im missing so much in life?
i miss the memories..
i miss my seniors..
the fun we had in the last two years..
in fact,
i truly miss twoone.
im sure many many ex-twoonne oheight ppl wouldn't agree with me.
i mean,ive like heard half of them saying they love their new classes more and,
they prefer their new classes to two one oheight..
sometimes its quite sad to hear stuff like this.
but what can i do..
we call each other 'them' now.
no longer 'us'.
maybe that nvr even happened.
i cant remember.
no longer.
i cant even remember if anyone ever loved the old class.
everyone has changed.
some for the better.
some,i dont even know.
and some,i feel so stranger to them.
i guess what people say is true.
what's past is past.
and yet,
i just cant seem to accept that fact that the memories mean anything to most of us.
at least,i THINK some still remembers them.
maybe none.
maybe im just the only one.
i guess nobody cares anymore.
but i have no idea why im still hanging on.
everything is different now.
i just dont know why.
does this mean its time to move on?
i think it is.
but im not able to.
i just cant.
i dont know why.
maybe one day i'll say the same thing,
'i love my class more.more than two one.i dont miss two one AT ALL.'
just maybe.

our hearts are as one~** 11:40 PM

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Wednesday, June 17, 2009

dang.
im so dead.
its the third day of the third week and i havent completed a single subject's hw.
im trying to start on eng.
but only can find one article.
damn.wdh luh hv to write a full page of reflection sia.
like,what can we say?!
and have to write two somemore.-.-
my maths is like whad,
two questions done?
chinese not even looked at.
physics left with section C,
i dont ev en hv the chem assignment.
history not done.duh.
im like dead.
seriously,im gonna die.
the worst thing is,
i still dont feel like doing it.
ARGH.

our hearts are as one~** 11:57 AM

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Tuesday, June 16, 2009

seriously,
why do you always do this to me?
you treat me well,
then you hate me and start ranting at me,
next minute,
you're nice to me,
and now,
i know ive hurt you.
but you're really playing with my feelings here!
do you know that?!
WHY.
if you hate me,
just hate me.
dont love me,hate me,love me,
and hate me again.
im sorry if i sound agitated.
btu im really tired.
you're not the only one.
i already have enough to go through.
and this is not helping at all.
NOT A BIT.
please.
take it that im begging you.
PLEASE.

our hearts are as one~** 11:26 PM

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hellohello.
i am bored.
so i changed my blogskin and made a photo collage.=)
gonna make another one.
this time,
i'll make with the tp pics.
chao~

our hearts are as one~** 4:20 PM

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Wednesday, June 10, 2009

this picture was random.
enhao took it.xP

haha,we were working,
then we decided to take pictures with the balloons.

fion & her yellow balloon.

she asked for a pic with the red one.

look at how happy she is.xP

popo's b'day cake..

haha.58 years old le..

still young ouhkay..

me,my sis,popo & lachlan[cuz]

i guess since there's only three of us[cousins],

we were very bored.haha.

thats whr this pic came about.xP

our hearts are as one~** 3:01 PM

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HAPPY FIFTEENth BIRTHDAY SHERRIE GOH LI XUAN.
omg,i cant believe you are that old already.xP
just kidding.=)
okay,first week of hols is over..
monday:
went back sch in the afternoon for social etiquette course..
conducted by vanishaa's mummy-mrs.regina.
tuesday:
helped out for sec one's MOTHER TONGUE DAY.
after that,went to tm with
ZHEN,CARISSA & "IPOH BIRDY".
zhen is now worse than a vegetarian.
she cant eat anything except fruits.
not even moo moo milk!
sad gerl.xP
so ya.
we went to the foodcourt at tm..
saw tengkang,minjie,davin,liping,sokshan,jane thr.
thn after lunch we went to watch movie..
haha.xP
watched night at the museum 2..
damn funny luh..
haha.the jonas brothers cherubs were damn cute!
me n carissa's favourite characters.haha
the monkeys were damn cute too.
but nth could beat the "evil weirdo birds" which came around the end of the show.
haha.so mr birdy,
YOU ARE NOT FROM IPOH.
YOU ARE FROM EGYPT.
lol.so now we all know,
our dear mr birdy is from EGYPT.
ahahahaha~
after movie,
walked around a little,
then went home..
wednesday:
slack at home.
then decided to get birdy n haohao out..
so went bedok inter with them..
borrowed a chinese bk from lib..-.-
sian.
thursday & friday:
work at expo-motherhood exhibition.
thurs with STEFFI.
fri with FION LAU.
saturday:
TUITION & MORE TUITION.
while fion & nat worked..xP
night time celebrate popo b'day..
sunday:
worked at expo again..
this time with wenjian..=)
after fang gong,
went dinner at tm then go home..^^
pictures next..

our hearts are as one~** 2:38 PM

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Wednesday, June 3, 2009

one more thing,
TP so feels like home..
going back to bgss is so different..
i miss tp..
and the times we spent there..

our hearts are as one~** 5:23 PM

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Oh my tian.
the holidays are boring,
and i miss TP.
tp was really fun..
hais,holidays are like,
SIAN,SIAN AND MORE SIAN.
*ouch.feet still hurts..T.T
damn,lucky tmr working..
hopefully my feet dont hurt that much tmr..
otherwiser im seriously DEAD.
lol.i am damn bored..
hais.currently using two lappys at a go..xP
going to watch my korean drama again.-.-
chao~

our hearts are as one~** 5:16 PM

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