i never knew how unhappy you were with me..is it too late now..?my hearts hurts so much..i cant stop crying..the pain is far more than excruiciating..
dar...i never knew i made you feel all that..now we've come to this point..it hurts so much..im sorry...i really dont know what decision you will make tomorrow...im afraid to know....when you told me countless of times to believe you that you'll never ever leave me,i did..i used to never be able to believe..but our love made me believe all that you have said..i love you.i love you.i love you.i will never stop saying that..before i continue saying on..please know that im not blaming you or reprimanding you or scolding you..
it hurts because..because of everything you've said to me and promised me and allowed me to believe..you told me never ever to leave you..you told you would never ever leave me..you said you will never abandon me..you said you would never give up on our relationship.you said nothing could make us break apart.you said nothing can seperate us.you told me never to give up on us.you said nothing could stop you from loving me.you said you would take care of me no matter what.you said you wouldn't let anything stand in our way to love each other.you said you'love me and care for me and be there for me forever.you said,you would hold my hand,and we'd both go through all our obstacles TOGETHER no matter what.you said our love is strong enough to make all these promises and our love would withstand everything.you told me to believe in everything you said.you told me to believe in you.you told me,you love me..
so tell me why..why are you giving up now..you really dont want your baby anymore....?you said you'll never dont want your baby de..you said you'll love your baby forever de..then why..why is this happening..im really wishing..i really dont want to break up...i had my hard times..i hung on..because I LOVE YOU.why do you bear to break now..?you never used to even think about it..but now..i dont know how to cope..i dont know i dont know i dont know..i cant live without you..yesterday and today was so hard to survive through..if..if..you tell me the outcome tomorrow..and its that...that you want to break up..what am i going to do..i cant live my life without you in it..i just cant..i know it..
now..i wish i was a better girlfriend..then none of this would happen..you wouldnt be unhappy..i caused you so much grief and unhappiness..i dont know what to do now...i love you.i dont want us to break up...i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you.and nothing will change that.i love you goh wenjian.
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