hello hello hello.
stress stress stress.
hmm sch is like totally stressing..hmm but this morning dar said smth really sweet and encouraging to me n.n he said that our O's is an obstacle..and we should hold each others' hands tightly and overcome this obstacle together..
hmm it made me recall how we had held on to one another through all those obstacles we had overcame together..hmm so now we must both work hard together to achieve our aims and goals and do well for our O's =] so i must learn how to be more positive ma..n.n so we can support each other=] i know dar recently has been very stressed up..TT dar de parents keep stressing him..see dardar so moody and upset breaks my heart really..hmm so i try to be more happy,so that dar can smile more and cheer up..i want dar to know that no matter what happens,he can count on me..n.n hmm today also dar nvr send me home..actually i very sad de..but dar explained that he rather one time dont send me home,thn his parents wont suspect thn wont next time cant send me home ma...n.n dar thinking very good wor n.n so i cheer up..i also must learn how to be more understanding ma...for dardar,im trying to change myself to be better for him..=] hope dardar can feel my effort and my xin yi..hahas talk bout dar till i miss him even more le!!n.n its a good thing laaaaaa~ next thing im going to try to change is,whenever dar say he need/want go study,i shouldnt sian diao,i should support dar,and stay happy,and best is study with dardar,the way we have planned together for this year n.n im going to put in effort to work toward what i want n.n me and dardar will work together de..hold each others' hand and encourage one another no matter what happens..dar..i'll be thr to support you no matter what de..i'll not leave you..i'll be there when you need me..when you just need someone to give you a warm smile..i'll be there to give that smile to you n.n dar i trust you'll do the same for me right..?hmm someone once told me,if you dont love the person,when you see that person,you wont have a special feeling ringing in your heart..but when you really love that person,whenever you see him/her,you'll definitely have that unique & special feeling..and i wont be able to stop smiling widely..to me,even if i dont see you,as long as you're on my mind,im happy,i will smile=]
especially when i recall all our moments together and all our sweet times spent together..and all the special & sweet memories we've created together n.n
honey,i love you♥ like you've said,our hearts have been linked..we're one.we'll sense if somethings not right..i know i truly love you.thats not questionable de n.n i hope we'll last together forever too de!!im sure we'll not let go of each others' hand..we'll hold on to one another no matter what happens,even if anything or anyone were to stand in our way.im affirmative our love is strong enough=] we'll work hard together de!!
♥I LOVE YOU♥