sometimes i wonder..
am i a jinx..
eversince i stepped into your life..
so many bad things have happened..
and now..
i know how SHE truly feels towards me..
i cant help myself but to keep being reminded of the incident..
and our current situation..
i wish i could control myself..
the images,
the voice,
the words.
they're haunting me..
but i dont regret..
forgive me for my selfishness..
but i cant let you go..
i cant i cant i cant.
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