im waiting..
waiting for the day to see that smile.
her smile.
their smile.
but somehow,
my intuition,
and everything in me,
tells me that i will never attain that smile.
no matter how hard we try,
no matter how hard i try.
i just feel that they do not like me.
for not being sensible months back.
i dont think they'll ever accept me..
as much as you try to tell me its not that they dislike me,
but i just cant get over that 'xin li zhang ai',
that they really dont like me..
i just wish they would..
i know it wouldnt be easy.
i know it will be tough.
but im just really afraid that even in the future,
they wouldnt approve of me.
i fear each day..
foolishly thinking that there may actually be a chance i would get those two smiles..
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