my life?
screw it.
oh wait,
its already screwed.
i really wish my heart could be as hard as rock.
then,no matter how hard the implact inflicted,
it wouldnt hurt a single bit.
but why cant that just happen?!
why does my heart still ache?
why must the bleeding increase?
i've been trying to get over the fact that they do not accept me.
but why?
why is it that even MY OWN parents are doing this to me?!
i may be said to be pampered and spoilt.
but in jie's EIGHTEEN years,
never once,were you two not there!
but why mine!
and is only the FIFTEENTH year!
i just dont get it.
i really really dont.
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