man,what's becoming of me?
i cry everyday.
i cry in the morning.
the worse thing is,
everyday, im thinking of the two choices.
and yet,i cant get to a decision im a hundred percent happy with.
i seriously wish i couldnt feel a thing.
maybe except happiness.
that is,IF i still can attain happiness.
actually,i think its quite impossible.
be it parental love,friends love,or love love.
i really am at a lost.