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Sunday, September 27, 2009

hello.hello.hello.:D
hahas.
this has been a great week..
very sweeeeet~
humm friday was really really sweet for me and my dardar..
hehe although,
when he was about to leave,
there were some "zhuang kuang"..
hahas..luckily we heng and jie help us..^^
hahas.so after we got away from that "trouble",
we went to platform together again..
hehe,our HIDEOUT.^^
stayed thr till around seven,
thn i went for my chem tuition..
hmm yesterday was very very very bad..
couldnt get to see my dar AT ALLLLL.
miss him like mad..
just one day sia,
and i alrdy cannot tahan..
hmm when he called me at night,
felt soo comforted to hear his voice..
hehe.=]
today morning we finally got to see each other..
but we fought..TT
quite a bad one somemore..
i cried in tuition class sia..
then we quarrelled like siao on sms until like two plus..
shed so many tears..
but it was all worth..
cos in the end,
we worked things out.
hehe after that become sweet back again ler..
hehe^^
i JUST FINISHED MY MMMMM-LICIOUS SNOWSKIN MOONCAKE WITH CHOCOLATE AND CHAMPAIGN.
SOOOOOO NICE~
muahhahahahahaha.
hahas i abit high now=]
i love you my dear=]

our hearts are as one~** 9:39 PM

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Wednesday, September 23, 2009

heyho heyho.
abit high now..
but kinda tired now..
hmm today whole day in sch was feeling sian sian de..
totally no mood.
today every lesson is single period de lor.
today's ONE PERIODs:
HISTORY COMMON TEST.[goner]
MATHS[okay la]
SS[did a SBQ]
HISTORY[supposed to do SBQ]
after recess:ENGLISH[paired work with ghim hwee kor^^]
MATHS AGAIN.[corrections,corrections & MORE corrections.]
PHYSICS.[mdm azian was quite nice(x]
MOTHER TONGUE.[slept in class]
after lunch:SS AGAIN.[got full marks for SBQ^^]
"SELF-STUDY"[3E3 became zoo again.(x]
MATHS TEST.[dunno whether can pass anot sia.most likely not.blehx]
MATHS "EXTRA LESSON"[again,CORRECTIONS,CORRECTIONS & MORE CORRECTIONS.]
zzz.want die sia.LOL.
thn after sch,he have cca sia..
thn like super disappointed luh..
cos my cca stop for exams lerh..
but his havent..
haih.
hmm but he still send me out of sch laa.(x
so of course,went home alone.
yeah,slacked around at home..
hehe,he came my house downstairs to find me after his cca..
hehe so happy to spend time with my dardar..=]
after he came,
i super super high liao.
hahas even now still kinda high,
keep smiling gullibly to myself..
look like idiot here.xP
but i dont care laa.i also cant control my smile=]
humm but i think i damn tired now ler.
lols cos my eyes like cant keep open in front of this com screen sia.
HAHAH.XD
i love you=]

our hearts are as one~** 8:32 PM

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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

humm..yesterday and today was REALLY great.:D
esp yesterday.=]
hmm kinda like a "double happiness".
that is,to me la.=]
i was like cracking my head who to go out with..
cos my whole family would be leaving me home ALONE AGAIN.
so thought of my kors..
and heng heng both free.=]
humm thn suddenly dardar msg me say he can go out too!
SUPER SUPER SUPER HAPPY de can?
hahas.so we all went out tgt.=]
actually dar supposed to fetch me from my home de..
but he no time..
so in the end we met at my hse de busstop.
actually i was kinda "pissed off" de..
but dunno why,
once i saw him,
i just cant stop myself from smiling..
hahas dar thought i was laughing at something..
but actually is once i saw him,
my "anger" at him totally gone ler lor..
maybe cos over the weekends i missed him alot ba..
hehe ^^
so yeah,waited and waited and waited from the bus to come..
LOL fk kor was like thr super much earlier thn three of us de lor.xP
when we two on bus,
sl kor still on mrt also.
HAHAH.HAD A GREAT LAUGH WHEN I SAW SL KOR.
you know why?
someone got his hair cut SUPERRRR SHORT DE..xP
HAHAS.he totally damn irritated by my comments on his "new hairstyle" ^^
so thn all four of us met up ler,
our dear SHANLIN say want go lunch.
LIKE CRAZY CAN?!
ONLY ELEVEN PLUS LEH.
hahas.he say he hungry..
but we like all dont care lor.xP
so we go around gai gai..=]
hmm after walking around a while,
we just decided to go eat..
went RAMEN TEN for lunch lunch..=]
lol,shanlin say one of the waiter thr is his ex-classmate..
and like,throughout our time thr,
he was the one serving us de lar..
so guai.
so yeah,we took almost 15min to decide what to eat.HAHAS.
in the end,
shanlin ordered seafood tomyum ramen,
fengkuan ordered chicken karage ramen,
hmm and me & dar shared a beef tomyum ramen=]
and ordered other dishes too=]
ALL SHARE SHARE..
hehe like family sia.=]
our total bill was like,
$93?lol.
after lunch we went walking around again..
went to TM first..
SHANLIN KOR BOUGHT ME SUPER EXPENSIVE CHOCOLATES.
THANK YOO SOOOO MUCH!!!^^
hmm thn coincidentally saw hui yi senior working at TOYS R' US.LOL
go find minghui jie's present,
the super belated present kors "owe" vanishaa,
and my phone pouch!!xP
HAHAS AND GUESS WHAT?
we bought all three from the same shop.=]
we bought a hello kitty for minghui jie,
a moomoo cow for vann,
and my bearbear phone pouch..
woohoo~
saw a SUPER CUTE DOLPHIN thr..
but all three of them say the texture not nice sia..
so sad..
but i really like it!!!
its damn cute and i like the size=]
very niceeeee to huggggggg^^
hmm but of course nvr buy la.xP
after "shopping" thr,
we headed for tamp SAFRA.
took bus 18 thr..
IT WAS RAINING:D
sadly,
when we got thr,
all lanes fully used sia..
must put on waiting list sia.
so the guys played pool first..
hahas.while i sat and ate chocs..=]
i shared mine with my dardar..hehe^^
finally,after almost an hr,
CAN PLAY BOWLING LER!!!1=]
so all four of us started to choose balls and change shoes..
half-way through the game,
minghui jie came with her mei mei..
me and sl kor made her guess which one is her gift..
she actually managed to guess correct sia.
so smart.=]
speaking of that,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINGHUI JIE![160909]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAZEL![170909]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA TEO![180909]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMIRA![180909]
hahas.so yeah,we continued to bowl..
thn i was like taking my phone and taking photos with all of them..
four of us played two games..
last game only me and dar play tgt..
hahas.dar last game keep fang shui sia.xP
hahas.
after the last game,
me and dar left first cos dar gtg go home earlier..
so we left around six..
hmm dar sent me home=]
he stayed around a little while thn had to go..
so sad sia..
wished that dar could have stayed longer..
started to miss him once he left seh..TT
humm but it was okay..
cos today can see him in sch le ma..xP
so yeah,
went up to gramp's place for dinner around 6.45
managed to psycho my aunt to bring us all to swensens for ICE CREAM:D
and i succeeded=]
we all went.
six of us..
we went to airport T2 de swensens..
YUM YUM ICE CREAM.
hahas.stayed thr till around nine thn drove home..
HAHAH.in the end,
mummy and daddy were home before us.xP
hmm after that nth much ler..hahas.
it was a really great day.so tired after that.=]
SUPER SUPER HAPPY to go out with my dardar..
so long nvr go out with him ler..=]
TODAY.
morning i gotta see my dar..
hehe=]
and we drew the bearbear tgt in geog class..xP
during chem,
our dear hazel randomly said she wanted to go ice cream chef.
and somehow i just said okay lo.
lets go today.
and we went.
so it was three of us.
me,hazel,mel teo.=]
bussed on 14 all the way thr..
found out whr hazel,luke and charles stay.LOL.
humm..what ice cream we ate?
HAZEL:MRS SMITH WITH MARSHMALLOWS.
ME:GREEN TEA WITH CHOCOLATE RICE.
MEL TEO:CHOCOLATE HERSHEYS WITH CRUSHED OREO.
hahas.not bad la.
but like super lazy to travel all they way just to eat ice cream.=]
thn i was complaining and complaining that i would take a SUPER long time to get home..
lol but i thinki was the FIRST to reach home sia.
SMART RIGHT?:D
took bus 40 with hazel..
so heng,at the bus inter,bus 40 drops off whr all my buses 66,228,60 were.
even luckier thing was,
once i reached,
miraculously bus 60 came.
and only three ppl boarding sumore.xP
lol one of which was my ex sch mate.
but i dont even know if he still recognises me.
lol cos i changed like,
ALOT?
hahas.he nvr change at all sia.
hahas.so i guess thats all bah.=]
TO EVERYONE OUT THERE,
BE HAPPY AND,SMILE.=D

humm..dar,
really sorry for like pangseh-ing you for the first half of the day..
i never see my kor quite long ler..
so maybe got carried away talking to him..
really didnt mean to leave you out and
even make you angry..
sorry..forgive me kay..
my sincere apologies..
but i really truly enjoyed the second half of the day..
at least it was much better right?=]
im really happy we finally got to go out together..
i really cherish this outing,this chance alot..
i wont forget this outing too=]
also,thank you so much for making me so happy too..
and and!THANKYOU FOR THE SUPERR CUTE BEARBEAR PHONE POUCH!
i really really love it alot!!!
i will take care of it de..
hehe.dar,i love you=]

our hearts are as one~** 5:26 PM

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humm..i shall post pictures from yesterday and today=]
thn followed by my essay-long post.:D

our lunch at RAMEN TEN.

Tampines SAFRA..WJ playing pool=]

shanlin kor's turn=][hahas.look at his SHORT hair]xP

BOWLING TIME!!!

getting ready to bowl..=]

LOL.dar look like he scolding the ball or waving 'bye' to the ball sia.(x

see la,so tall,have to bend so low..xP

WJ[document] & FK[retard]

mel[mangkuk] & shanlin[chicken](mei & kor^^)

kor & mei..^^

dar & me..^^

the phone pouch dar bought for me..=]

ally[my sis] & mel =]

STICKY CHEWY CHOCOLATE!!!

CHOCOLATE FONDUE!!!

HAZEL's ice cream=]

MY ice cream=]

MEL TEO's ice cream=]

MY FAVOURITE PIC OF ALL^^

our hearts are as one~** 4:56 PM

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Sunday, September 20, 2009

LOL I JUST POSTED ALL MY SUPER OVER-DUED PICTURES.AHAHAHA~
hehe.starting from september holidays=]
lol.im on the phone now.=]
I WANT GO BOWLING.
I WANT GO ZOO.
AHAHAHAHA~
I WANT GO SEE WHITE TIGER.LION.CHICKEN.
COW.DUCK.BABOON.MONKEYS.
PENGUIN.POLAR BEAR.SNAKE.ELEPHANT.
FISHIES.DOLPHIN.SEALION.CROCODILES?
HAHAS.
im like super high now?xP
see ya=]

our hearts are as one~** 9:12 PM

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090909 I WAS STUDYING ALRIGHT!(x

100909 WHITE CAT AT MY HOUSE VICINITY.CUTE RIGHT?!

100909 COOKIE MONSTER SAYS 'HEYHO'

110909 KOREAN RESTAURANT.

180909 me and mel teo's ICE CREAM!!!(X

190909 COOKIE MONSTER GETS TO EAT FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES!(x

TODAY 20092009 what i wore today=]

20092009 HARI RAYA GOODIES AT UNCLE'S PLACE :D

our hearts are as one~** 8:33 PM

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Thursday, September 17, 2009

OUCH.my legs are hurting like mad.
LOL.
today was fun.
we exchanged phones for a day.
i loveeeee his phone.^^
of course him too.n.n
i used his phone as if it was mine sia.
cos alrdy very familiar with his phone.
hahas.but HE.on the other hand,
i think he struggled with the msging part.xP
so cute.
so we pon our amaths tuition like,AGAIN.
hahas king went lan.><
waited for him to dismiss from amaths..
meanwhile,going bonkers with hairy-sha-shaa.(x
so after he dismissed,
we went to bedok macs..
talked bout some stuff..
"thrashed things out"..
used internet with his phone..
well,MAIN POINT IS,
we had time to spend tgt..
im just really happy for that.=]
hmm so he sent me home before returning to his own home..=]
sadly,
got home,and my kitchen was flooded by sewage water again...
so i totally had to like clean up again..
damn shitty stink smell luh..
omg.lucky not my first encounter.
otherwise,i could have gone beserk.(x
quickly called dad and jie home..
so we all cleared up tgt..
my feet were like all wrinkled..
arms so tired after that.
but i still decided to go for a run in the park.
so i ran around 2.4km..
got home within half an hour.
just jogging.
came home with apple-like face colour.xP
kneecap hurting like mad.
and blisters on both feet.
im gonna die wearing sch shoes tmr man.
zzz.its located near the sole of my feet sumore sia..
damn pain when i walk uh.
but i have to endure right?
hahas.
so im really happy today.

hey dar..
im really glad to be yours again..
I Love You=]
thank you for all your unconditional love towards me,
your care,concern and protection.
the sense of security you ensure me with.
thank you for all you've done for me.
i really love you.
and im most fortunate to attain yours.(=

our hearts are as one~** 9:41 PM

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Wednesday, September 16, 2009

humm..i really got to say sorry..
sorry to the guy whom i love..
im sorry for breaking..
i totally hurt you..
sorry for being a coward.
sorry for not holding on.
but when i made the decision to break,
then did i realised how i would be without you..
on monday,
i didnt dare to face you in tuition..
so i wanted to go to our "lao di fang"..
and somehow reminisce on our memories..
our sweet memories there..
when you told me you were going there too,
i was afraid.
i didnt dare to meet you.
i got there..
this time,
i didnt take the usual route..
walked from a different way..
when i got there,
i was looking around..
thinking if you would be there.
but i didnt see you anywhere around.
surprisingly,
i wasnt feeling relieved.
instead,
i felt disappointed.
so i sat at a place we've nvr sat tgt before..
i brought bearbear in my bag..
after i sat down,
i just opened my bag and hugged bearbear..
then,
i saw you running down from tuition thr..
you were looking and running everywhere for me..
even though i didnt pick up over 20 of your calls..
you looked really anxious..
as much as i didnt pick up your calls,
you still continued calling again and again..
im sorry for missing all the calls..
when i saw you,
i wanted to run.
but my legs just wouldnt let me.
i tried hiding from you..
stupidly stuffing my head into my bag with bearbear.
but in the end,
you found me.
we cried.
like alot.
but i didnt cry as much when you were with me.
when i saw you leave me,
my heart was stabbed.
stabbed through and through.
i bursted out in tears.
i just cried out like mad..
didnt even know if people were staring or smth.
i tried pulling myself together,
picked myself up and walked on.
but as i walked the path we always walked together,
i broke down..
like all the way out.
cried out.
like some drama..
i've never done that before..
i was really hurt.
and i cant believe i beared to hurt you so badly.
i totally wanted to execute myself.
i hated myself.
when you texted me:"i think tonight was useless bah.and i think i made it worse.."
i thought about it.
yesterday,
after school,
you sent me home..
at my doorstep,
we just waited and waited for each other to respond..
we both wanted each others' baobao..
and we did..
after you left,
i thought and thought and thought..
at night,
i cried again.
but after that,
i realised how much i love you and how much you mean to me,
and your great significance in my life..
i wanted to go back to you..
just as much as you wanted me to return to your side..
so i offered to make breakfast for you..
hmm so we met in canteen this morning..
i know you were shocked when i called you that.^^
and im glad you understood what i meant.
I LOVE YOU MY DEAR.
im glad to be under your love,care,concern and protection.
im sorry,and i truly love you.
im glad i didnt run away.
im really happy you found me.
you really touched me with your love for me.
I LOOOOOOOOOVE YOU.n.n

our hearts are as one~** 10:43 PM

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humm.
changed my blogskin yet AGAIN.
btw,i finally linked and relinked all the people ler..
sorry for the delay!
im bored..
want sleep..
cant sleep..
want smile..
cant smile..
want laught..
cant laugh..
so smart right?
forget it.
just stepping into reality.
story of my life.=]

our hearts are as one~** 10:19 PM

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i really just want to be fully happy for a whole day.
is that too much to ask?
or is just being happy for a while all i can ask for?
i dont know.
i already knew my life is screwed.
yet i still bother trying to make things right,
and make things better.
i've seriously need to get the 'BEST ACTRESS AWARD'.
i guess all i can say is,
jiayou bah mel. =]

our hearts are as one~** 8:24 PM

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Saturday, September 12, 2009

i seriously feel that im a super good actress.
feelings are "easily" hidden.
stuffing all the pain into myself.

our hearts are as one~** 12:13 PM

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man,what's becoming of me?
i cry everyday.
every night.
and now,
i cry in the morning.
the worse thing is,
everyday, im thinking of the two choices.
and yet,i cant get to a decision im a hundred percent happy with.
i seriously wish i couldnt feel a thing.
maybe except happiness.
that is,IF i still can attain happiness.
actually,i think its quite impossible.
frankly,
screw love.
be it parental love,friends love,or love love.
i really am at a lost.
screw it.

our hearts are as one~** 10:32 AM

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Wednesday, September 9, 2009

heyheyho!
hmm today finally got out of the hse and went out=]
went to bugis today..
met enwei [CLOUD] today for the first time.
lol i thought guys and people older than me tend to be late when meeting up..
so i decided not to leave early and be thr just on time.
zzz in the end,like just after one,
enwei msged me and told me he was reaching ler sia.
so shocked.hahas
so when i got thr,
started to look for some boney and skinny guy wearing jeans.
couldnt find lor..
thn msged him whr is he..
HE WAS HIDING IN A BLIND SPOT/CORNER.
lol how you expect me to find you ar?
i not mind reader you know?xP
so yeah,when we first met,
SUPERR paiseh de can?
like totally nvr talk much luh.
so thn waited for his friends joey and eatsham to come..
lol he ask them come along so wont be so awkward..
at first they wanted go tcc de..
but realised the environment not very "conducive" uh..
thn they started joking around..
so i finally understood what enwei meant when he said they super interesting.
hahas.
in the end we went macs to "study"..
enwei ate lunch thr..
lol today totaly nvr eat anything until i went home for dinner sia.
thn after sitting outside for an hr plus,
inside finally have space..
so we went in to study..
lol lucky they all sec fours..
i super a lot of maths questions dunno how to do de can?
hahas.so asked them how to do..
joey was super quiet when she was into her chemistry studying de lor..
hearing music..
thn when enwei and eatsham try calling her,
keep cannot hear.
thn they use phone to msg and call her just to get her attention sia.
SUPER CUTE DE.=]
so they had alot of cold jokes..
so kinda laughed alot..
cheered me up alot too.
ENWEI:STOP CALLING ME SOMEONE AND SAYING I WAS VERY QUIET JUST NOW LA.
LOL.
ard 5.30,we stopped studying and go gai gai around..
"brought" enwei to MUJI in BHG.
lol our dear mountain tortoise d=never heard of MUJI before..
thn he keep saying "lets go mu ji[female chicken]"
zzz in a way making fun of my nick de lor..
lol.at muji,
i GOT MY MILKTEA AND MARSHMALLOWS.=D
and enwei bought the same marshmallows too.xP
hahas our mountain tortoise was gazing at everything in MUJI with FASCINATION.
hahas.when paying,he suddenly say he pay for me..
hahas so i didnt use money again..xP
THANK YOU ENWEI.=]
thn enwei said scared i tio robbed.
lol zzz
so he sent me home..
lol feel abit bad..
cos he have to send me all they way to bedok,
while his house is way back at TOA PAYOH luh.
so yeah,he took the train with me..
LOL we totally sepearated the minute we stepped in luh.
cos the train was SUPER CROWDED de can?
lol we dropped of at eunos..
thn waited for 60..
thn he sent me home=]
thanks enwei..=]
today was fun=]
had many good laughs=]
thanks enwei for intro-ing me to such fun ppl.
and thanks all three of you for making this day fun!xD

our hearts are as one~** 9:47 PM

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Tuesday, September 8, 2009

my life?
screw it.
oh wait,
its already screwed.
i really wish my heart could be as hard as rock.
then,no matter how hard the implact inflicted,
it wouldnt hurt a single bit.
but why cant that just happen?!
why does my heart still ache?
why must the bleeding increase?
i've been trying to get over the fact that they do not accept me.
but why?
why is it that even MY OWN parents are doing this to me?!
i may be said to be pampered and spoilt.
but in jie's EIGHTEEN years,
never once,were you two not there!
but why mine!
and is only the FIFTEENTH year!
i just dont get it.
i really really dont.

our hearts are as one~** 8:32 PM

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