today was a really happy day.
why am i feeling so NOT happy now..
because im listening to sad songs?
or is it that im missing so much in life?
i miss the memories..
i miss my seniors..
the fun we had in the last two years..
in fact,
i truly miss twoone.
im sure many many ex-twoonne oheight ppl wouldn't agree with me.
i mean,ive like heard half of them saying they love their new classes more and,
they prefer their new classes to two one oheight..
sometimes its quite sad to hear stuff like this.
but what can i do..
we call each other 'them' now.
no longer 'us'.
maybe that nvr even happened.
i cant remember.
no longer.
i cant even remember if anyone ever loved the old class.
everyone has changed.
some for the better.
some,i dont even know.
and some,i feel so stranger to them.
i guess what people say is true.
what's past is past.
and yet,
i just cant seem to accept that fact that the memories mean anything to most of us.
at least,i THINK some still remembers them.
maybe none.
maybe im just the only one.
i guess nobody cares anymore.
but i have no idea why im still hanging on.
everything is different now.
i just dont know why.
does this mean its time to move on?
i think it is.
but im not able to.
i just cant.
i dont know why.
maybe one day i'll say the same thing,
'i love my class more.more than two one.i dont miss two one AT ALL.'
just maybe.
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