some things are going better than expected.
but some are totally turning for the worst.
i just dont know what to look towards to.
what to expect to happen next.
why am feeling this way.
why does everything seem to be going wrong.
what's going to happen to that friendship?
what lies ahead of me?
what other hits am i supposed to take?
or rather,how many hard knocks can i take till i really crumble?
i really don't know.
i really don't.
when did i start crying over trivial matters?
i never cried so easily?
never broke down.
never wept over physical pains.
but now?i do.
and im crying over really small things.
whats becoming of me?
its like,what else can i do right?
just let out.