im crying.i just am.
it sucks.
feeling this way,
when you feel everything you do is wrong.
when all your feelings are mixed up and screwed.
when all thoughts are saying one thing.
i'm an idiot,i'm an idiot,i'm an idiot.
everything i do is wrong.
nothing goes right.
it just ends up wrong.
i at a loss.
i don't know what to do.
i don't know where to go from here.
i don't know how to make up for the things i've supposedly done.
it seems i don't know anything.
i guess i'm really an idiot.
and a bitch at that too.
unforgivable,aren't i?
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Thursday, May 21, 2009
im sorry.i really am.i know i've hurt you.
i know you hate me.at least you've made me really believe you do.
i dont want to lose a friend.furthermore,a close friend.
it was all so sudden..the sudden coldness,
the sudden ignorance,the sudden tone in voice..
the sudden change.
i really dont know what to do now..im at a lost of what to do anymore.
you won't let me make it up to you,you won't even let me know what i did wrong..
i know you'll say i only can say this,but i really am,
i really am sorry.i'm sorry.
i'm sorry for hurting you.
i'm sorry for doing whatever i did.__________________________________________________________________
Friday, May 8, 2009
hello evry meow.
-depressed-
im so gonna flung my mid-years luhh..
sian.
english paper one:okok
english paper two:suck like crap.
wth,paper two was about martians and the red planet.-.-
chinese paper one:okok
chinese paper two:not bad..quite passable..xP
chinese paper three:not sure ehh..-.-
e.maths paper one:suck like siao.
miss koh said emaths paper one only 7 ppl pass luh.
e.maths paper two:much better than paper one..but still have a few difficult questions..T.T
a.maths paper one:half easy,half difficult..-.-
a.maths paper two:not very well done..hais.
social studies:not enough time...-.-
history elective:not bad..most likely can do quite ok..^^
pure geography:sucked.i studied & memorise EVERTHING ON RIVERS.stupid MEANDERS came out instead.
sub chemistry:not bad..shld be quite okay..
sub physics:go die la.difficult like siao.i think im like gonna get less than 20/70?crap sian.
damn depressed luhh.
so many things are happening in my life again..-.-
when can i EVER be carefree and smile when i mean it man?
screwed life.
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